I am sorry to my mother for loosing her sons.
I'm sorry to my sons for loosing even me.
I'm sorry to my daughters for loosing their father and,
I'm sorry to myself too for loosing me.
I cry for my brother, lost both his legs and,
sorry for my caring,
like piss in the wind.
Sorry to my father for eminent disaster,
"sorry dear father, some holes are never filled"
Is life on a journey?
Is it monument disaster"
Is it fragment a whole or incomplete an theme?
Is narrow evacuate, or just a moment of laughter?
Does it all catch up with you right in the end?
Are breasts full of comfort or..
Something you pay for?
Can comfort just come as love from a friend to a friend?
Is death the end or is it just a beginning?
Is it the beginning of paying and of paying for the end?
Are the moments of reason excuses we bargained for?
Are the bargains excuses to justify theme?
Is that fat woman you love just something you feel for,
or is she just part of feeling, like you'd have some sort of care?
The virgins, the love, the love that you stole from,
the guilt of it all and, ashamed you seduced them...
the notion "you'd be better if you left it alone"
Are they the ones that chose you,
or are you the one that chose them?
Is a wish still a whish when it's not what you'd want?
Is a want just a whant because it's just what you'd have wanted?
Is there a way to see through this, if so explain it to me.
In shadows I see less, and in light I can't see.
I'm not sure who's lived yet but...
I'm not sure
Too many died
Here is the real poem...
"Redundant-Respondent-Despondent-Reclusive, denial"
Silly me took all them damn words to say that when it only needed five, but truth is I needed all them damn words to unnerstand them, all five...
PS: Sorry 'bout my spellin, guess I just don't care.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
The Wonderland Experience
This is an absolutely classic cult feature film shot in Southern India at the end of the 20th century.
"A boy, looking for his missing father in Southern India finds himself in a surreal and comic psychedelic world Synopsis: During a trip to India to visit his father, a young man wakes up on a sun-drenched beach, unsure of where he is or how he got there. Before long he finds himself on an extraordinary journey meeting a series of ever more peculiar characters, in the search for his Dad. Eventually, riddled with confusion and haunted by recurring flashbacks of a party he can't remember, he heads into the jungle, where he's been told his father is waiting for him. Only one thing is certain: all is not what it seems. The story is a gently surreal and comedic tale based loosely on Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll. The film was shot entirely in Goa, India, which with it's fantastic range of natural locations, provides a varied and continuously beautiful backdrop to the action. The Wonderland Experience is an upbeat celebration of life, traveling and parties. Written and produced by Andrew brown and directed by Ben Hardyment."
"A boy, looking for his missing father in Southern India finds himself in a surreal and comic psychedelic world Synopsis: During a trip to India to visit his father, a young man wakes up on a sun-drenched beach, unsure of where he is or how he got there. Before long he finds himself on an extraordinary journey meeting a series of ever more peculiar characters, in the search for his Dad. Eventually, riddled with confusion and haunted by recurring flashbacks of a party he can't remember, he heads into the jungle, where he's been told his father is waiting for him. Only one thing is certain: all is not what it seems. The story is a gently surreal and comedic tale based loosely on Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll. The film was shot entirely in Goa, India, which with it's fantastic range of natural locations, provides a varied and continuously beautiful backdrop to the action. The Wonderland Experience is an upbeat celebration of life, traveling and parties. Written and produced by Andrew brown and directed by Ben Hardyment."
The Wonderland Experience
(psychedelic trance music movie)
(psychedelic trance music movie)
Flash in the pan, 1979
Cold summer that year. Walks against nuclear power, Ideas that never made it and ends that never met. Conflict and confusion, the end of the 70's and the beginning of the end.
California came down real hard, did a dance with Chrystal Meth, found escape within insanity and it seems I'll never make it back.
December 4 I found someone, or he found me. He was as bright as light could be. these songs I listened to in my cell while waiting.
They described how I fealt at the time, it wasn't good and I'll grant you that but it was as real as it could be...
R.I.P. My Son, I love you
Walking in the rain,,,
Down among the dead men,,,
Hey St. Peter,,,
California came down real hard, did a dance with Chrystal Meth, found escape within insanity and it seems I'll never make it back.
December 4 I found someone, or he found me. He was as bright as light could be. these songs I listened to in my cell while waiting.
They described how I fealt at the time, it wasn't good and I'll grant you that but it was as real as it could be...
R.I.P. My Son, I love you
Walking in the rain,,,
Down among the dead men,,,
Hey St. Peter,,,
Monday, February 16, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
I won't be here much anymore
I'm moving archives and posts to my new site, I expect it to take me a full 30 working days because of formatting and such.
I'll still post here some because I can use the same post in both places (sometimes).
My site has music chat. That is chat rooms with music, and you do get options on what kind of music you hear based on your tastes. As for now I have only one chat room but (I think) six different styles of music to enjoy while chatting. I won't be there much either but you are welcome to try it out now if you wish. The address is "http://funksrealm.com/enterchat.html", my service provider kinda sucks on updates, so as of now this chat lounge is not listed even though I posted the damn thing "over" four hours ago and updated the html. Here is that link anyway "http://www.funksrealm.com/chatclassic.html". Please note that there is only one chat room on six different setups so don't be a dummy and say "Hey did you hear that song?" because the other guy might be listening to Steve Winwood whilst yer listenin to Mikeal Jackson.
My site will have a blog just like this one and tons more. It will have that chat (topic is of course music & art), but I plan on setting up many chat lounges for many different topics ranging from news to tech tips.
I think the music makes it nicer and I am also trying to work in a postage stamp type news feed to look at while chatting, or music vids (I already set that up but I aint showin it to you peoples till I know it's fantastic) and/or maybe a film or two on another chat board.
More...
I know websites are dead, forever dead. You guys want variety and you don't want to thumb through one topic bullshit pages. What this means is I will focus on my blog (or blogs) on that site. I think I might want a separate blog for "how-to's" and another for news, maybe even another for my bullshit screamin out like a moron, I don't think you wanna hear it anyway but I do have a Doctors note that allows me to.
I will however build a good site. It will have games, freeware programs and plenty more on artists profiles. If I tried to do that here this blog would have slowed you down so bad you'd all hate me.
I think the web pages & website would be good for large content loading pages and the blog for hit and run 4.5 second reads. Both together would be nice.
"Where was I again?"
"Oh yea"
Go to my chat room and try the different versions out. I'm sorry but I probably cannot spend much time there to moderate or even deal with anything for the next 30 days or so but in that time I'm going to build a monster and I'm sure it's going to be even more than I can comprehend at this time
I'll still post here some because I can use the same post in both places (sometimes).
My site has music chat. That is chat rooms with music, and you do get options on what kind of music you hear based on your tastes. As for now I have only one chat room but (I think) six different styles of music to enjoy while chatting. I won't be there much either but you are welcome to try it out now if you wish. The address is "http://funksrealm.com/enterchat.html", my service provider kinda sucks on updates, so as of now this chat lounge is not listed even though I posted the damn thing "over" four hours ago and updated the html. Here is that link anyway "http://www.funksrealm.com/chatclassic.html". Please note that there is only one chat room on six different setups so don't be a dummy and say "Hey did you hear that song?" because the other guy might be listening to Steve Winwood whilst yer listenin to Mikeal Jackson.
My site will have a blog just like this one and tons more. It will have that chat (topic is of course music & art), but I plan on setting up many chat lounges for many different topics ranging from news to tech tips.
I think the music makes it nicer and I am also trying to work in a postage stamp type news feed to look at while chatting, or music vids (I already set that up but I aint showin it to you peoples till I know it's fantastic) and/or maybe a film or two on another chat board.
More...
I know websites are dead, forever dead. You guys want variety and you don't want to thumb through one topic bullshit pages. What this means is I will focus on my blog (or blogs) on that site. I think I might want a separate blog for "how-to's" and another for news, maybe even another for my bullshit screamin out like a moron, I don't think you wanna hear it anyway but I do have a Doctors note that allows me to.
I will however build a good site. It will have games, freeware programs and plenty more on artists profiles. If I tried to do that here this blog would have slowed you down so bad you'd all hate me.
I think the web pages & website would be good for large content loading pages and the blog for hit and run 4.5 second reads. Both together would be nice.
"Where was I again?"
"Oh yea"
Go to my chat room and try the different versions out. I'm sorry but I probably cannot spend much time there to moderate or even deal with anything for the next 30 days or so but in that time I'm going to build a monster and I'm sure it's going to be even more than I can comprehend at this time
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